Gurudeb, you set up unseen example in our parampara to preach Krishna Consciousness inspite of having Your bodily unimaginable difficulties. But, I am so unfortunate soul that I commit offences to Your divine louts feet. I could not able to maintain four regulative principles. Gurudev, my sense enjoyable desire increasing day by day. I could not give up bad habits. Again and again I cheat with you. Now how can i be purified? And how can I remove lower material desire?

Since  you are not initiated yet there is no offence. Shelter is consider a practice stage if you want to take initiation you must be more serious about it.   GM approved reply/20102020