Question: Sometimes because of our lack of surrender, we may be hesitant to beg for the full mercy of the Lord as Suklambara Brahmacari did, fearing some heavy purification. How to overcome this?

Jayapataka Swami:  Why are you fearing heavy purification? Love of Krsna is ecstatic! It is most blissful happiness! Why are you afraid of being happy?! If you are afraid that you will lose something but actually Lord Caitanya is giving you something much more...