Jayapataka Swami: I told Srila Prabhupada that I was his most fallen disciple. He replied, you are not the most anything! I am trying to understand what the difference is. You said, we misuse our minute independence and so therefore we are put into some difficulty. So is that due to misuse of our independence or Krsna’s plan? What is the difference? Why do we think that if we misuse our independence it is not Krsna’s plan to give us some instruction? Give us some situation, which will reveal to us our stupidity in trying to enjoy separate from Krsna.